February 2010
37 posts
January 2010
41 posts
Moonlight Densetsu
I’m so tired, I don’t even wanna move. I don’t wanna type either but I wanna blog something. So, I went to Union Square, Soho and Chinatown today. The best part of the whole day was eating. I ate so much good stuff today, it’ll probably satisfy my cravings for the whole regents week. I’m so happy that there’s no school but I think if I start getting used to no...
“People don’t leave because things are hard, they leave because it’s...”
Short Story (:
I became sick with a cancer in my heart. It grew more painful with each passing day, slowly deteriorating my insides. I needed him as if he was the only cure. I lived each day as if he was coming home the next day. My aching heart died at the end of the day, but renewed with hope every morning.
^ I love this part.
My friend wrote this.
He’s so talented in writing.
SO SO SO TALENTED.
I’m...
Today was one crappy shit day. I didn’t get any sleep last night and this morning, I was so fucking pissed because I didn’t study for anything and I had two more finals. My grades are making a backflip, it’s so difficult to keep them up now. Yesterday, my chem teacher told me I got a 78 on my chem finals and a 86 on the bonding test. She looked pretty okay with my grades, but IM...
Today felt like spring and it made me all bubbly inside. I slept really late last night, but I finished this drama show about celebs and the ugly side of the entertainment world. It’s really creepy seeing how these female stars would do anything to get the spotlight and front cover, all the betrayals and backstabbing. I really hate betrayals, it’s the worst feeling ever when you realize someone...
“Don’t try to take things that aren’t meant for you, especially if they’re taken...”
– (via iambhon) (via thischink)
“I see a beautiful city and a brilliant people rising from this abyss, and, in...”
– Charles Dickens
Holy shit, I survived this week, the FINALS week. I really wanted to cut class today but then there’s this overbearing guiltiness since it’s friday, so might as well go today and let myself feel the accomplishment. In math, I thought today was math finals but then the teacher gave out a “paper” and told us all the answers. WOAAAH, JACKPOT, but then I found out it was a...
“Sometimes you think you know someone. You think you know them better than anyone...”
I always thought normal weight people were healthier than skinny people. Something is wrong with me though, cause I felt healthier when I was skinny. Nowadays, I’m always getting headaches and nosebleeds. I feel tired as hell, I can’t even describe how hard it is to stay up and study for my finals. I know I sleep late and stuff but before, there wasn’t any fucking headaches. ITS...
“This grain of sand looks very suspicious. And so does this rock. And I have some...”
– Patrick Star
I truly believe that the control I have over myself and what I do is so low that it could just shatter into pieces and disintegrate without any resistance. I honestly, tried so hard to stop myself from eating that cupcake but somehow, I ended up staring at the pink paper wrapper. I’m starting to think that my friends are evil, they want me to be fat. I was so clear about NO. I DON’T...
After cleaning, I made breakfast. BUBBLE TEAA! My mom brought these rainbow bubbles, all you have to do is make milk tea and dump them in. How sexy. I’m drinking it right now and chewing balls, haha.. Today is gonna be a sleep in bed, read magazines and manga, see drama all day kind of day. I started seeing “Love is not all around” starring Stephy Tang and Hins Chueng. I’m...
There is nothing to really write about for today. HOWEVERR, it is my goal to keep this a blog, not a picture posting site, so I need to put in an entry everyday and let’s start. Uhhh.. well. I woke up at 1 something, last night was horrible and I couldn’t sleep cause I couldn’t breathe with my stuffy nose. I remembered that someone told me, if you stacked up your pillows, the...
“The opposite of love is not to hate but to separate. If love and hate have...”
– John Berger
vickicakes:
holding in anger is poison, it eats you from inside. we think that by hating someone, we hurt them. but hatred is a curved blade, and the harm we do others, we also do to ourselves. — The Five People You Meet In Heaven
well said.
When I wrote the date for this post, I wrote 2009. I need sleep. I NEED FUCKING SLEEP. This morning was the worst morning ever, the alarm clock rang and I couldn’t get up. I closed it and slept 5 more minutes and when I woke up, 30 minutes passed. I found out I wore my shirt inside out when I was looking in the mirror and brushing my teeth. Trying to change it back the right way, I dropped...
What Lies Within
In shadow, in darkness, beneath everyone’s guise, Past the flesh, through the bone, hidden with lies, A face, a secret, that the world won’t abide, A demon, a nightmare, which we choose to hide.
どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう?
Why have I fallen for you?...
“► the laughter, ▌▌ the memories, █▌ the pain, ◄◄ the happiness”
I’m trying to diet but it just seems impossible knowing that there’s soda, cheeseballs, chips ahoy cookies, ice cream (OREO KIND♥), ritz crackers, reeses peanut butter cups in my home. It’s like they’re all screaming EAT ME, EAT ME. fuck. I don’t even know how I turned into such a eat eat eat person cause normally, I don’t have much appetite for food. Well, in...
“I like writing small notes on my hands.”