thoughts

it’s been a while since a guy placed his arms around me

i kinda wished i rested my head on his shoulders

but i felt like it’s not the right time

why is there so much going on now

i don’t see any desirable traits in thy self 

… things shall be dealt with as they come

need to stop staying up chatting on aim

its soooooooo fucking pointless

why make myself exhausted as fuck

realized being tired makes me bipolar

and i hate being bipolar

work makes me bipolar, too

but, i’m starting to enjoy being with dah kiddos

they make me feel happy

on a second thought..

susan stepped all over my new flats  :(

school work is pretty much over

but what am i going to do about this

bookbag fundraiser.. LOL i’m mortified

red cross club is doo doo 

gotta do my fafsa and some scholarships

how annoying

it’s almost chinese new year

should i go to school monday?

75% no go

unless the rarely present super nerd side takes control

i want to eat that chewy red candy

but i’ve been so congested..

i hate colds

gotta be better before sunday

excited for sunday

family time